Hello Saints !
My name is Alaynna Brito. it is now 6/20/18 2:22 am.
I just turned 23 years old, and all I can say is THANK YOU JESUS.
This is my first birthday as a Christian, so its really special to me.
Reflecting on where I was only just a year ago, I cannot believe my eyes...The journey I was on lead me all the way to the meet of Christ in July 2017, and this new path has finally connected me to the other side of the river. Jesus is finally the bridge I agreed to cross.
I could burn this bridge if I wanted, and go back to everything before. But can you make unseen what you've already seen?
In 2016 the year before the "response to the calling" I remember I was having a dream.. I could feel myself waking up and instantly my soul, my subconscious said "Don't wake me up." As if my soul submitted and bowed to something higher than I. Do you know what happened next? I heard a voice say " You're not focused." I remember I woke up freaked out and replaying that encounter over and over. Could you believe the possibility that, that voice could've been God never crossed my mind?
If that was 2016, I surrendered myself in 2017, and now 2018 everyday I ask the Lord to make me a vessel He can use... How many times has He communicated with me but couldn't hear Him? And where is He taking me this year?
Even if I wanted to burn this bridge, where would I go?
Could I run from what will always be ahead of me ?
How can I walk away from someone who WALKED into death for Me?
Who saw me and just knew all I would do, all sins I would commit, knew all the times I would neglect and reject Him; and still dare look at me and say; "It's okay, I won't fail her. I can heal her, We will do it together. I see her, I can Save her."
I have tasted you, not even I can keep me away from You.
If we remember in the book of Samuel Chapter 3 :1-11...
Bible says Samuel did not know the Lord yet, nor was the Word of God revealed to Him (which proves anyone can read the bible but it is the Lord that REVEALS Himself through His word).
The Lord, began calling Samuel by his name, and he thought it was Eli.
Eli knew it was the Lord calling upon Samuel, and told Samuel that when the Lord calls him once more he shall say
"Speak Lord, for your servant hears" v.9
When Samuel responded to the call we see he's now ready to be used, he's positioned and aligned to the Will of GOD. He himself could not have intervened with his calling no matter the delay or course he took before hand.
I pray that we are quickened in our spirits to respond to any and every calling the Lord places upon us. I pray that when the Lord calls us upon our names, we are able and ready to be used in the mighty name of Jesus.
May His Grace & Peace be with you .